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December 2017

A TOTALLY BEAUTIFUL AND LOVING CHRISTMAS SONG CALLED THE CHRISTMAS SHOES, MAKES ME MISS MY MOM SO MUCH

Listening to a beautiful song YouTube called The Christmas Shoes, makes me totally cry. I used to hear this song on the radio station that I listen to but this year they did not play it all and I was reflecting yesterday how I really miss this beautiful song this Christmas Season. So, I was listening to YouTube this evening and suddenly the song just started playing and it made me realize that Lord Jesus knows that I totally love this song and is still very much in control of my life and knows that I am hurting right now. The song is about a little boy who needs money to buy his sick mom a pair of Christmas shoes because he wants his mama to look beautiful if mama meets Jesus tonight. It is one of the most beautiful Christmas songs that I have ever heard and is truly what this Christmas season is all about and even about the great love that not only this boy has for his mama but also the great love that I have for my true mom, who I am missing very much right now and wish so much was with me in my suffering right now. But I know that Lord Jesus is with me and played this beautiful song because I have missed hearing it on the radio and it speaks directly to my heart. Thank you, Lord Jesus. Love Always, Diane


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS, GOD OUR ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ON DECEMBER 21st, 2017

MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON DECEMBER 21, 2016 AND ALSO ON DECEMBER 21, 2017

DEAR LORD JESUS, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

DEAR LORD JESUS, I PRAY THAT YOU LIGHTEN UP THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON WITH YOUR GLORIOUS LIGHT AND LOVE AND BRING GREAT JOY AND PEACE TO EVERY PERSON WHO IS SUFFERING THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON. PLEASE, LORD JESUS, CONTINUE TO HEAL ME WITH YOUR LIGHT AND AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE. I PRAY, AGAIN, TODAY THAT YOU BRING THE HEALING TO ME AND MY FAMILY THAT HAS BEEN LONG AWAITED AND RESTORE OUR FAMILY THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON SO THAT WE CAN ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS TOGETHER. I PRAY AGAIN, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, THAT YOU PROVIDE ME WITH THE RESOURCES AND BLESSINGS TO START THE MINISTRIES THAT YOU HAVE PLACED ON MY HEART THIS YEAR www.jesushearts.org, www.compassionfortheafflicted.com and www.amazinggraceministries.org I ALSO PRAY THAT YOU CONTINUE TRANSFORMING ME INTO THAT GRACIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL MISSIONARY AND MINISTER OF YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE TO A WORLD THAT GREATLY NEEDS TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR AMAZING GRACE ON THE CROSS AND COMPASSION AND LOVE FOR THEM, LORD JESUS. I PRAY ALSO THAT YOU GIVE ME THE WORDS TO WRITE THE BOOKS ABOUT YOUR (JESUS') GREAT LOVE FOR THE MOST BROKEN AND SUFFERING PEOPLE OF THE WORLD AND YOUR AMAZING GRACE THROUGH FAITH IN WHAT YOU (JESUS) COMPASSIONATELY AND LOVINGLY DID ON THE CROSS FOR US. DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE SHOWER YOUR LOVE AND LIGHT DOWN UPON EVERY HURTING PERSON THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON, GIVE THEM THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING, AND WRAP YOUR LOVING ARMS AROUND THEM AND LET THEM FEEL HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND ARE WITH THEM. IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE, LOVING, HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


DO NOT MISTAKE A COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING HEART FOR JESUS FOR A WARRIOR AND ADVOCATE SUCH AS MYSELF WHO WILL STAND UP AGAINST FINANCIAL, INSTITUTIONAL AND SOCIAL INJUSTICES AGAINST WOMEN SUCH AS MYSELF AND OTHER WOMEN WHO FACE FINANCIAL ABUSE

I WOULD ADVISE ANYONE WHO ASSUMES THAT HAVING A HEART FOR JESUS AND GREAT COMPASSION, LIKE I DO, MEANS THAT A PERSON IS UNWILLING TO FIGHT STRONGLY FOR WHAT SHE BELIEVES IN OR DEFEND WOMEN WHO ARE TREATED UNJUSTLY, ESPECIALLY BY UNIVERSITIES SUCH AS I HAVE BEEN, TO THINK AGAIN AND THINK TWICE BECAUSE BELOW THIS LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE SURFACE IS A MIGHTY WARRIOR AND ADVOCATE WHO WILL ALWAYS STAND UP STRONGLY AGAINST INJUSTICES -- ESPECIALLY INJUSTICES AGAINST WOMEN -- IN THE WORLD AND IN UNIVERSITIES. LORD JESUS WAS THE SAME WAY WHEN HE WALKED THE EARTH -- VERY GENTLE AND VERY COMPASSIONATE AND VERY HUMBLE -- YET ALSO VERY MIGHTY AND VERY STRONG AND ANGERED BY THE INJUSTICES AND LACK OF RIGHTEOUSNESS IN THE WORLD -- BOTH WHEN HE WALKED THE EARTH BUT EVEN MORESO NOW AS HE WATCHES OVER WHAT IS HAPPENING ON THE EARTH IN THE YEAR 2017. LIKE LORD JESUS, I AM BOTH A MINISTER OF LORD JESUS' LOVE AND COMPASSION AND GRACE TO THE WORLD AND A MIGHTY ADVOCATE AGAINST OPPRESSION AND ABUSE IN THE WORLD, ESPECIALLY ABUSE AGAINST WOMEN. I HAVE BEEN THE RECIPIENT OF ABUSE LATELY AND IN THE PAST AND SO HAVE FEMALE MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY LIKE MY GRANDMA AND MY MOM, AND I WILL NOT -- LET ME REPEAT: I WILL NOT -- STAND FOR THIS TREATMENT ANY LONGER. I HAVE SUFFERED SEVERE FINANCIAL LOSSES (AND SO HAS MY MOM) DUE TO THE SEXIST WAYS THAT I WAS TREATED AS A UNIVERSITY PROFESSOR AND PHD CANDIDATE AND I AM NOW BACK TO WRITING ABOUT THAT SEXISM AND INJUSTICE AND WILL NOT STOP UNTIL THINGS ARE MADE RIGHT FINANCIALLY FOR BOTH MYSELF AND MY MOM AND OTHER WOMEN WHO ARE SUFFERING FINANCIAL AND VERBAL ABUSE. IN JESUS' HOLY, RIGHTEOUS, COMPASSIONATE AND GLORIOUS NAME. SINCERELY, DIANE K. OLSON


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS, GOD OUR ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ON DECEMBER 10th, 2017

DO NOT BE AFRAID, DO NOT BE DISCOURAGED, FOR THE LORD YOUR GOD (JESUS) IS WITH YOU WHEREVER YOU GO -- INSTEAD, ALWAYS BE COURAGEOUS AND STRONG AND ALWAYS STAND UP FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN -- STAND UP FOR THE COMPASSION, LOVE AND AMAZING GRACE OF LORD JESUS AND GOD OUR ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER, WHO WILL ALWAYS STAND WITH YOU IN ALL THAT YOU DO.

DEAR LORD JESUS, GOD OUR ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY, AGAIN, THIS EVENING FOR THE RESTORATION OF MY HEALTH AND MY TRUE FAMILY -- FOR THE LOVING AND UNBREAKABLE BOND BETWEEN ME AND MY MOM. I ALSO PRAY FOR THE FINANCIAL RESOURCES FOR A CAR AND FOR MOVING SOON BECAUSE I AM REALLY, REALLY TIRED OF BEING STRANDED IN THE SUBURBS OF WDM. I PRAY THAT YOU, LORD JESUS, OPEN THE EYES OF MY MOM'S, MY BROTHER'S AND MY FRIENDS' HEARTS TO THESE PRESSING NEEDS OF MINE AND MAKE THEM CONSIDER WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE WERE THEY TO BE IN MY SITUATION. LORD JESUS, YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE ALWAYS STOOD UP STRONGLY FOR MY FAMILY AND MOST ESPECIALLY MY MOM, AND THAT I NEED MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO STAND UP STRONGLY FOR ME RIGHT NOW. WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING IS JUST NOT RIGHT AT ALL, AND I KNOW THAT YOU LORD JESUS ARE ALL ABOUT RIGHTEOUSNESS AND MAKING THINGS RIGHT AND I NEED FOR YOU, LORD JESUS, TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT IN MY LIFE AGAIN AND RESTORE ALL THAT HAS BEEN WRONGLY TAKEN FROM ME -- I KNOW THAT YOU LORD JESUS WILL HOLD EACH AND EVERY PERSON AND CHURCH WHO HAS HURT ME ACCOUNTABLE AND THAT YOU ARE THE SILENT LISTENER TO EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN SAID TO ME. YOU KNOIW LORD JESUS THAT THERE HAS BEEN A GREAT DEAL OF SEXISM AND GENDER DISCRIMINATION DIRECTED AT ME, ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS TRYING TO COMPLETE MY DISSERTATION AT ALBANY, AND I PRAY, IN JESUS' HOLY AND RIGHTEOUS NAME, THAT I RECEIVE PROPER CREDIT IN THE FORM OF A DOCTORAL DEGREE FOR ALL OF THE MANY, MANY WRITINGS THAT I DID FOR THAT DISSERTATION. YOU KNOW, LORD JESUS, THAT I HAVE STRONGLY RAISED THESE ISSUES WITH THE ADMINISTRATION AT SUNY ALBANY IN THE PAST SEVERAL MONTHS AND I PRAY THAT THEY TAKE ACTION SOON ON WHAT OCCURRED WITH THAT DISSERTATION AND MY COMMITTEE AND THE GRADUATE DIRECTOR. I AM REALLY, REALLY TIRED OF SUFFERING FROM A SITUATION THAT WAS NOT CAUSED BY ME AT ALL. I SHOULD NOT BE IN THE SITUATION THAT I AM IN RIGHT NOW -- I SHOULD BE TEACHING COMPOSITION STUDIES, CULTURAL STUDIES AND POETICS FOR LIVABLE SALARY. YOU KNOW, VERY WELL, LORD JESUS ALL OF THE SACRIFICES THAT I HAVE MADE IN HELPING AND ADVOCATING FOR MY MOM AND MY FAMILY WITH THE ELDER ABUSE THAT MY GRANDMA SO SADLY AND WRONGLY EXPERIENCED AND THE DEFRAUDING OF MY GRANDAD'S TRUST AND FINANCIAL LEGACY BY A BANK AND THE DEFRAUDING OF MY MOM'S RETIREMENT MONEY. THESE ARE ALL THINGS THAT ME AND MY MOM SHOULD HAVE NEVER HAD TO GO THROUGH AND SHOULD NEVER HAD TO HAVE EXPERIENCED, AND I PRAY, IN JESUS' HOLY AND RIGHTEOUS NAME, THAT YOU, LORD JESUS AND GOD OUR ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER, MAKE EVERYTHING RIGHT FINANCIALLY FOR MY MOM AND HER WELL-DESERVED RETIREMENT THAT SHE HAS NOT RECEIVED YET. I ALSO PRAY THAT YOU MAKE EVERYTHING FINANCIALLY RIGHT IN MY LIFE BECAUSE I HAVE WORKED VERY HARD THROUGHOUT MY LIFE YET EARNED VERY LITTLE BECAUSE OF UNJUST COMPENSATION SYSTEM IN ACADEMIA AND UNIVERSITIES, WHICH I HAVE ALSO WRITTEN AGAINST ON MY SITE www.compositionstudies.com. I REFUSE TO REMAIN SILENT ON THESE ISSUES ANY LONGER, AND I WANT MY HARD-EARNED DEGREE SO I CAN CONTINUE TEACHING, A MAJOR PASSION THAT YOU GAVE TO ME, LORD JESUS, AND THAT I AM VERY GIFTED AT DOING. IN SUM, I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THE INJUSTICES AND SEXISM IN MY AND MY MOM'S SITUATIONS. WHAT HAS HAPPENED IS GROSSLY UNFAIR TO BOTH ME AND MY MOM. IN JESUS' HOLY, RIGHTEOUS, GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE K. OLSON


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS, GOD OUR ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ON DECEMBER 8th, 2017

From the Beatitudes: Blessed are the peacemakers for they shall be called children of God. Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven.

Dear Lord Jesus, Almighty Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

What I want and pray for most in this world is peace -- the peace that passes all understanding -- for all people -- the peace that only King Jesus can give. Lord Jesus, this world so greatly needs your peaceful and loving presence right now. I pray today, again, that You, Lord Jesus, return to this earth this Christmas season and restore peace, truth, justice and order to this world -- and compassion and love, most especially. Thank you, Lord Jesus and Father, for making me a Lutheran, one of the most peaceful denominations of Your church, and blessing me with a peaceful place to live. I also pray for a peaceful place to worship you, Lord Jesus, this Christmas, with my mom, who is also a very peaceful person. Please only play peaceful Christmas worship music from now on during this Christmas/Advent season. Lord Jesus, bless all my friends who are reading this today with the peace that passes all understanding and also, joy -- great joy -- this Christmas season. I love you, Lord Jesus, I adore you, Lord Jesus, and thank you, Lord Jesus, for always remaining by my side and carrying me. I pray again for healing and restoration of my family and my health and to serve you, Lord Jesus, in all of the ways that you have made me to serve you and share Your love and compassion and amazing grace with the world. MAY I WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY, TO THE GLORY OF YOUR HOLY NAME, LORD JESUS AND HEAVENLY FATHER. IN JESUS' HOLY, RIGHTEOUS, BEAUTIFUL, GRACIOUS AND MOST OF ALL LOVING NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


WE EXPECTANTLY AWAIT CHRIST'S RETURN AS AN ALMIGHTY, AWESOME, COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING KING THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON

 I don't always understand Lord Jesus and God Our Almighty Heavenly Father's timing in restoration and healing, but I must trust that it will be perfect in my life. I pray that this Christmas season is the most joyous and best Christmas of my life. I have been receiving the strong feeling and conviction this past week that I would like to go to school for ministerial training and have been researching programs, only have not found the right program that matches my faith yet. I trust that when the time is right, God and Lord Jesus will send me to the right one and send me to wherever They need me to minister in the world. Also, remember, in this Christmas season, that Lord Jesus is returning soon as an almighty and awesome and all-powerful and compassionate King and all will be made right not only in my life but in all of our lives and across America and the entire earth. We expectantly await Christ's return this Christmas season. Glory be to God the Father and our Lord Jesus Christ. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE