Listening to a beautiful song YouTube called The Christmas Shoes, makes me totally cry. I used to hear this song on the radio station that I listen to but this year they did not play it all and I was reflecting yesterday how I really miss this beautiful song this Christmas Season. So, I was listening to YouTube this evening and suddenly the song just started playing and it made me realize that Lord Jesus knows that I totally love this song and is still very much in control of my life and I know that I am hurting right now. The song is about a little boy who needs money to buy his sick mom a pair of Christmas shoes because he wants his mama to look beautiful if mama meets Jesus tonight. It is one of the most beautiful Christmas songs that I have ever heard and is truly what this Christmas season is all about and even about the great love that not only this boy has for his mama but also the great love that I have for my true mom, who I am missing very much right now and wish so much was with me in my suffering right now. But I know that Lord Jesus is with me and played this beautiful song because I have missed hearing it on the radio and it speaks to my heart. Thank you, Lord Jesus. Love Always, Diane